Once again, I've been scavenging a Totoro doll. It has been years since I wanted to buy one. But I guess this is the strongest desire I have ever had. Someone's offering me to buy this tiny little creature...

This Totoro doll is from Japan. And the online seller is offering it to me for $55 as a sale price. But I don't think it's a 50% off price. And it is just 12 inches small! :( I have always wanted a bigger Totoro than that... like 18 or 21 inches. A Totoro that I can hug while sleeping. The problem is the price because it's definitely going to be higher like P10,000 or more. Is it really worth all the money? Or could I just hug a 12 inches sized Totoro? Haha!

I am actually dreaming of a Totoro like this one...

This one's 23 inches and it's so far the biggest and most beautiful Totoro I've ever seen. But it's price is $185 + approximately $37 for shipping fee. Woah! It is not more than P10,000 yet but it's nearly that big and it's a FORTUNE. :"(

Well, I don't really know what to do right now. Just wait for Dad to go to Japan and give him money later on to buy for me or buy now? And I won't be forgetting the custom fees which are a pain in the neck.

This is how I love to buy this doll. I am really thinking hard about this. o_O